Self forgiveness on Sex

sex construct
getting the bastard out!!!

i forgive myself for allowing myself to want and desire sex with girls and women

i forgive myself for allowing myself to try to obtain sex by flaunting my behavior and body so women will notice me and will be interested in having sex with me
i forgive myself for allowing myself by presenting interesting and cute and funny and nice behavior so women will notice me as a good guy, an interesting man and will be interested in having sex with me
i forgive myself for allowing myself to see everything i do thru the eyes of girls in my world
i forgive myself for allowing myself to try to come across as humorous to get the positive attention from girls
i forgive myself for allowing myself to project my security strength and self certainty on her
i forgive myself for allowing myself to want to seem as if i am very self secure and know what i am doing
i forgive myself for not allowing myself to realize that i only see myself in all and everyone around me
i forgive myself for allowing myself to separate myself as strength security and directness from myself by projecting it onto women
i forgiv emyself for allowing myself to look back on my behavior and feel good about it when i think it got the attention from her
i forgive myself for allowing myself to truly believe that this is me and therefore feel shy about acting and reacting in this way
i forgive myself for allowing myself to think that they will eventually hate me for it, ‘at first it was kinda sweet and funny, but now it s like ‘alright already”
i forgive myself for allowing myself to hate myself for my silent and still behavior, my noisy and out attitude and my lush and fun and pleasure pursuit
i forgive myself for allowing myself to define myself according to all the things i have done and all the feelings i ve felt etc because i think others do that too
I forgive my self for writing this post mainly because it doesn’t only define humanity but it defines Caleb Senda

till here and no further:

i am one and equal to Caleb
i am one and equal to Terese
I am one and equal to Senda

I am Caleb Senda

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About Caleb Senda

The clean Caleb Concepts is the fastest growing event management company sparking up from the Nigeria's north Central. We package, manage and market events, brands and products to our wide reach of audience
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